duddeeeee.

i guess this is supposed to be my intro post...but i'm not one for introductions. i could care less if anyone reads this or not. i would've made another livejournal, but i totally suck at reading/commenting on other people's stuff, lol. this blog will consist of my thoughts, my poems, and occasionally my photography. hate to change the subject ( i have a short attention span) but you know what i realized today? that every year we all past the anniversary of our death. of course we don't know when we're going to die. but each year that goes by, we pass it not knowing if this will be the year that we die. yeah, i know that might sound a little depressing and it wasn't meant to be. idk, it was just something that i've been thinking about all day. i find myself doing that alot. thinking and daydreaming about the things that no one thinks about.

today at school was just all over the place. it started during first period when some girl started touching my hair with a pair of scissors in her hand. she was behind laughing and at first i didnt see the scissors but when i did i turned around and told her if she even cut a little piece of hair i'd punch her in her damn face. forunately, she took me seriously and put the scissors away. second, third, fourth and fifth period was b-o-r-i-n-g. but during lunch there was this guy walking and im not sure what - but something is wrong with his legs, so he has braces ( i think that's what their called ) on this legs. and some jackass was making fun of him. and then the jackass got pounded on by everyone sitting next to him. i seriously don't understand people sometimes. like, why would you do that? how could you even think that? especially when it's obvious he can't help it. people that like piss me off. i mean, there has to be some point in your life where you draw the line and realize that you're not the shit. seriously what has the world come to.

oh, dude before i go i have to mention this weird kid that rides my bus. i'm not even sure what his name is. i'm pretty sure he told me, but obviously i wasnt listening. anyways, so there's this weird kid that rides my bus and on my first day to my new school ( uhh, which was like a month or two ago) he followed me home and talked to me outside for like a freaking hour. but i didn't wanna be rude so i stayed and talked to him. and he was telling me all kinds of stuff that i didn't care about, lol. like he said i was pretty but he wasn't looking for a girlfriend right now. which made no freaking sense, lol because i never once told him or anyone that i liked him or thought he was cute. but back to my point, that was a little more than a month ago and since then i've been pretty good at ignoring him. but today, i slipped up and forget to walk fast to go home. so he caught up with me and talked me TO DEATH about whatever it is he was talking about (again, i wasn't listening to a word he said) and i didnt want him to follow me home so i told him i had to hurry home. but for whatever reason he was still walking towards my house when he lives in another direction. SO, i turned around and went through someone else's yard (sorry person, lol and to my back door and knocked it. but no one was answering. so i kept knocking and knocking. and i was pretty damn sure someone was home. but i finally got tired of waiting so i went to the front of my house and WHO DID I SEE? the weird kid right in my freaking driveway. all of that time and he was still around.

i don't wanna be rude and tell him to leave me the hell alone. im trying really hard not to snap and ask him what the hell he wants. any ideas on how to get rid of him in a nice way?